somewhere over the rainbow

Somewhere Over The Rainbow~
Blue Birds Fly~

This song really bring back alot of fond memories...
And teaches us alot of things...

Somewhere over the rainbow,
Skys are blue...
(Things in the world ain't always emo and make you live in a world of darkness)

Somewhere over the rainbow,
once in a lalabye..
( Just forget the bad past, cherish the present, for this is the reality)
:)

I'm sure she will agree with me when she sees this:)

LIVE, LIFE, LOVE

Things seemed to be back on track...
Lots of things to do...
2 competitions finally over...
Attachment ending soon...

Life is just like this...
People will cherish their LIFE,
only after they LOST something in their LIFE....
LOSING something is not a big thing,
but the regret they LINGERS on....

I came to understand what mostly people say...
"ONE WILL ONLY APPRECIATE, WHEN IT IS LOST "
I totally agree with it...
HOWEVER...
We never heard of phrases like...
"AFTER IT IS LOST, THERE WOULD ALWAYS BE A CHANCE"
but only,
"ONCE LOST IS LOST "

Interesting topic in LIFE right...

I felt as if today we are having a English lesson...
Lesson all about the alphabet "L"

Now we know in this world, there is so many LINKS...
LIFE LINKS with LOVE...
and LOVE revolves around our LIFE...

So..
I could only say

LIVE your LIFE without LEAVING your LOVE LINGERING...
LOVE with your heart, and never regret....

Xiang tong le:)

I didn't really have the chance to think about anything...
I'm tired And stressed up all day...

I think after everything,
I've decided to wait silently in one corner of your life...
I will not ask for anything..
Just being there for you need help...
Maybe I will be treated as a friend...
But I only know one thing....

GOOD THINGS DON'T COME EASY...

And the fact it that,
I can't believe emo ah Jo can be so...
POSitve!!!!

Studying for test later...stressed up...
How I wish for a SMS encouragement from her:)

wo hao xing Fu oh!!!!:)

I can't even concentrate with my papers today..
You know the feeling???
Having flashes of unrelated stuff flashing across your eyes,
When you're trying hard to concentrate...

Now...
Even when I'm home,
I'm still thinking...

What's wrong with me!!!!
Can't I just act as if it means nth to me???

I'm going crazy!!!
Really crazy!!!!
:(

My life is already like shit,
What more will be taken away from me???
I really hate my life...
Like totally...

I guess it's time for me to change myself..
Being nice, girls don't like...
Fine...
I'll become one bad guy...
One whom only cares for himself...

Never had I wanted a devastating, depressed life like this...

It's no one's fault... Just mine!!!!
I just hope that I dun live in this world...
No need take exams,
No need feel for anything,
No need to care about anything...

I'm tired...
Exhausted...

Needs a hug and a shoulder to lean on...
For I have my weak moments...

How I wish I could just pass away on the day of accident...
Angie...
Thanks for the pass few days...
I'm easily satisfied...
Thus,
SMS was enough for me...
Wish you hapiness...
Wish you lucks!!!
The last SMS was true from my inner self...
I really miss you...
Always...saying bye to you from my life...
Take care!

Its my life...

My heart had shattered like a piece of glass...
Dropped onto a hard ground,
Shattering into many small pieces which can never been sticked back together again,
For there would always be even smaller fragments missing...

In the past,
I could hear my heart pumping....
But i guess...
It had just died out...

Its my life*...
I've just got to live with it...

Whoots Oooo Weee...Cheers to my life..hahhas (as i stop my tears)

I'm just silly thinking that it is some kind of surprise...

I thought i could climb up again...

But i guess i'm just too silly..

It is not possible for me to do it....

Not again...

I'll never be able to do it...

I'm tired,

Exhausted...

Didn't really expected a sms to be so heartbroken and...

I guess living in my own emo world is still the best...

I have now came to realise,

There is no such thing as a wondeful or nice dream or sweet dreams...

Sleepless night....

Helpless....

For i can do nth about it....

I planned to do so many things,

but now...

I just have to throw everything to the back of my mind like what i did in the past...

I'm falling again.....

Into my pit darkness of emo world...

Emotions swept past me...

Can't believe that tears roll down my cheeks as if i wrote an essay...

I couldn't do anything,

but just...

Staring at the ceiling...

Stare....

And....

Stare.......

why can't i just love someone,

For i ask for nth in return...

Nothing....

I'm just a useless stupid dumb guy,

which every girl could get by just walking on the streets....

*Broken heart....

Tears falling with the random gush of wind blowing into the room....

But i only sat on my bed and stare at the post...

The post....

Just enough...

Soooo cute right:)

Went ang mo kio for breakfast,
then went to "bai" my wai po @ Mandai...


After which i Went Pasir Ris mac to study today...
Quite productive,
Cuz i think because the place is not so noisy...:)
Study until like mad....

After that took bus home....
Hate taking bus alone...
Damn sianz....

Can't wait for the exams to be over....
Really hope can get over it soonnnn:)

Happy to be given a chance: )
Hope this would be the turning point in life for me:)