I'm just silly thinking that it is some kind of surprise...

I thought i could climb up again...

But i guess i'm just too silly..

It is not possible for me to do it....

Not again...

I'll never be able to do it...

I'm tired,

Exhausted...

Didn't really expected a sms to be so heartbroken and...

I guess living in my own emo world is still the best...

I have now came to realise,

There is no such thing as a wondeful or nice dream or sweet dreams...

Sleepless night....

Helpless....

For i can do nth about it....

I planned to do so many things,

but now...

I just have to throw everything to the back of my mind like what i did in the past...

I'm falling again.....

Into my pit darkness of emo world...

Emotions swept past me...

Can't believe that tears roll down my cheeks as if i wrote an essay...

I couldn't do anything,

but just...

Staring at the ceiling...

Stare....

And....

Stare.......

why can't i just love someone,

For i ask for nth in return...

Nothing....

I'm just a useless stupid dumb guy,

which every girl could get by just walking on the streets....

*Broken heart....

Tears falling with the random gush of wind blowing into the room....

But i only sat on my bed and stare at the post...

The post....