what to do??

I'm worried about every move i make these days...
Worried about losing her once again...
I've a surprise for her...
But i'm worried its like too irritating to see her everyday...
What should i do??

I Hope i have someone to consult,
But the fact that is,
This relationship has not even started,
And i dun want anyone to know about it first until things really happen...

Kinda sian everyday,
Missing her amost everyday~
Hais~
What to do???