Thinking through......

There's a lot in life to be learnt..
People always say part and parcel of life.....
And Life Goes On....
But when things really happen,
No one really cares about these phrases,
As they dun really help...

We face new barriers after the other...
People call them "stepping stones"
Do you really think they are stepping stones???
I think they should be called "slippery stones"...
Because....
They made you fall so hard,
As a wrong move,
Will make you slip off it,
And fall hard on the ground....

I bet everyone has been through the...
roughest...
emotional...
exhausted....
physical.......
painful....

FALLLLLLLL!!!!!!

It all depends on ourselves to climb or stand up...
As this is the only way out...
I will someday stand up a day...
But i'm still trying...
Trying very hard each day to forget....
Forget the past.....

------"Cast the Past"-------------

life.

It seemed as if it is the end of the world,
However...
We have the recover over time, to wipe off this thought.
Have you tried packing your time table full,
Making it so tight that you have no time to think abt other stuff?
Have you you tired entering into the emo world,
Listening to your ipod all the time?

I've tired it all...
I was tired abt everything...
Putting a strong front to prevent others to see how weak i am...
Always smiling as if i dun care...
Sometimes, i just feel that i'm so fake...
SO FAKE!!!

Life is just so boring....

Running away.....

I think i like running away from the fact that she left me these days...
Its very saddening.....
Packing my shedule tight and putting a strong front in front of others,
As if i dun care,
BUT THE FACT IS THAT....
I CARE!!!!!
I've been having sleepless nights,
Terrible days because of lack of sleep...
DAMN EXHAUSTED.....
I think i'm like a loser though...
BORN LOSER...
I should just live in my own emo world...
I think it would be the best...
Just be like what i am in the past...

Back.........

I thought life could be better when she appeared in my life,
I guess i'm wrong...
She pulled me up,
and threw me back hard to the ground...
If you really love a person,
You can change for that person....
Even a selfish person can change for the better....
I guess i will still be more suited to be the emo joel though...
I will never be the same anymore...
NEVER!!!!