A thought from a thought

After reading her blog,
i thought through a lot of details in life...
She always talks about meeting the right person at the right time,
Am i the right one?
Did i meet her at the right time?
These things kept me in suspends...

However,
It is true that i want her to be happy,
It is true that i dun want her to be with me for the sake of being with me...

Actually...
I really can't let her go...
But if the day comes,
I think my decision would be letting her go again...

Again~ leaving her for her happiness....

what to do??

I'm worried about every move i make these days...
Worried about losing her once again...
I've a surprise for her...
But i'm worried its like too irritating to see her everyday...
What should i do??

I Hope i have someone to consult,
But the fact that is,
This relationship has not even started,
And i dun want anyone to know about it first until things really happen...

Kinda sian everyday,
Missing her amost everyday~
Hais~
What to do???